You'll never know what's inside my head
You will never know what I've seen
Tunnel vision has turned into hysteria
I cannot breathe
I wonder if the sun will shine today
Or be totally black like on
October 23rd my eyes still
Can't see reality
And I know and I see
That the world keeps turning in front of me
And I see and I know that I just can't role over
I must stand up for what's right
I must standup alone and fight
If not for me than for Her
I know that's what She wanted
And so I'll try to carry on but sometimes
It's so hard
When there's no one to talk to
When there's no one to hold on to me
I need someone to hold on to me
And tell me it's okay after the five days
That I spent with her by her side
When does the hurting stop
How can I stop the pain
I know that's what she must have been thinking

Heart beating
There's no breathing

This book closed at 9:10
These dreams won't be dreamt again
This life ended at 9:10